HER***

Aaron brought HER to bowling tonight. I realllly hope Jeremy doesn't like her... as a friend. I lost Aaron to her, I don't want to lose Jeremy to her either. Is it selfish of me to not want him to even be friends with her? I don't want him to be friends with the reason that Aaron and I broke up.
I like Jeremy... more now. It's sad. I really do like him. But, it'll never happen. So, that's ok... I guess. We can be flirty friends, haha.

"Post Breakup Partum Disease" Part 2

Definitely.

So, I have caught a little school girl crush. A guy in my Religion class. He doesn't even know my name, or the simple fact that I exist.

Also, I have caught a "real" crush? On Jeremy... joyyyy! Geeze, the poor kid is 2 years younger than me. But he's such a sweetie. He jokingly treated me better than Aaron and Lloyd did... put together.

Also... I've been asked out twice. By Ryan (the ex) and by this fag in my first class. I DO NOT want to date Kevin (1st class) and he won't take the hint! WTF! I don't want to date Ryan either. He's slept around too much, and he's such a cheater! I can't do that to myself again.

The sad this is that I want to date Jeremy. But, I can't do that to him. He's still friend's with Aaron... I don't want Aaron hating him because of me. Also, he's only 16... I don't think he wants to be a "part-time parent" at only 16.

"Post Breakup Partum Disease"

Haha, thanks to Emily, PBPD is the official name for when you notice the guys in your class that you never noticed before.
Being on a Religion Retreat, having to sit in the same room all day long, with the same group of people all day long... It makes you notice people.
He has blue eyes, and looks... looks... like he'd be good in bed. LOL! Seriously though. He's super cute. And it's just a little crush, because he doesn't even know my name... and who dates the teenage mommy? NO ONE! Except for Aaron... But I think he didn't realize that being a "parent" wasn't all fun and games. But yea... No sane teenage guy would date a teenage mom. So.. I'll be single for a whlie, which I'm fine with. I'll just stay with the crushing and the day-dreaming about them in bed =) LOL!

Gah! He's a loser!

Ok... Even though I said I wouldn't... I'm going to. I can't (don't want to) keep any damn secrets for that mother fucker.

Saturday afternoon he tells me to call him at night, so we can have phone sex. I'm calling & calling, he's not answering. I'm on MSN talking & crying to Heather and Emily about him not answering. Turns out, she was there on Saturday night. The night he told me to call him, they're making out and he's asking her out.

Soo... they officially started dating Saturday, May 3rd, 2008. Remember that date.

Sunday night, Aaron and I are talking on MSN. He asks me to send him naked pictures of myself. Then, he tells me to call him as soon as my mom gets off the phone so we can have phone sex. Then, he tells me... "I get the car tomorrow, want to go to my house for 'lunch'?" (tomorrow meaning Monday & 'lunch' means sex... obviously). Then, when I call him, he decides to tell me they're dating! HAHAHAH!

Smooth buddy! Not even 24hrs of dating and you're already fucking up the relationship. Then, he has the balls to say to me... "Don't screw this up for me. If you truely love me, you'll let me have this" LMFAO!

I hope she breaks his heart, like he broke mine...
And when she breaks his heart, like he broke mine... I will not be there to pick up the pieces.

He's a mother fucking loser and a half. I'm glad I'm done.

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How can someone plan a life with you... and then change in one weekend?
How can someone plan on marrying you, and moving in with you, plan kids with you... Plan a LIFE with you, and just... change... in one weekend?



How can someone tell you he loves you... then forget about you once he sees her...

It's Over.

Officially.
He's dating some new mother fucking slut.