Please Don't Come...

I am actually starting to hate what's comming up.

Birthdays... they're supposed to be a fun, joyous time... I wish mine wouldn't come this year.

On March 20th, (5 days before my birthday) I have a Settlement Meeting with Lloyd. Sadly, no matter how much it upsets me, he gets visitations. I don't understand why. He's never done anything for Wyatt. Also, for every birthday since I can remember, I've been disapointed. Aaron is claiming that he is going to get a LapTop... I wish he wouldn't say that. It just gets my hopes up, then I have a higher place I have to fall from when I get nothing.

I'm tryingto save up $250 so I can buy myself a new iPod. Mine is offically junk. It dies after you turn it off, even when it has full battery. So I can listen to 7 songs in the morning on the bus, get to school, turn it off, and it's dead as soon as I turn it off. It's retarded.

Tomorrow I have a meeting with my Lawyer to start getting me prepaired for the Settlement Meeting. The only good thing about this... the visitations get to be at my Uncle's house, so atleast someone who DOES know how to look after a child will be there.