Is there a hole big enough for me?

I think it's time for me to crawl into a hole and never come out.
I have been tripping out on everyone lately, if they deserved it or not. The only 2 people I've been able to keep my cool with has been Wyatt and Aaron. Actually, I even yelled at Aaron a little bit because he text this one girl that he "still likes her"... but I decided to yell before I read the other part of the message that said "I do still remember you too, and yes, I do still like you as a friend"... OOPS! I tripped out on Jeremy because he asked me to tell Aaron something... I remember using a lot of swear words and "do I look like a mail lady who delivers messages?!" Then, I called him an ass, and *jeeze*... He used to be like my little brother =(
So, now... I'm trying to figure out if I've had it with those people... or if I've just had it in general. Between hardly ever seeing my boyfriend, school starting soon, TTC, trying to move, another fucking court date with Lloyd, going behind my mom's back to get piercings and tattoos.... I'm thinking I've just had it in general... but who knows.
I totally have this new love of hiding out in my basement. I know on Wednesday I'm going out with Jenn to the bank, and to WalMart, and to Hybrids. If Jenn doesn't end up coming, I won't end up going to Hybrids... I'll hit that up on Saturday - after tattoo, before grocery shopping.
The Olympics are... meh. The gymnastics were kind of a let down. The swimming I'm really only watching for Michael Phelps. And diving... I'm currently waiting for... MY GOD IT'S SUCH A LONG WAIT!!! I wanna see my Alex =( Alexandre Despatie and his partner... whoever he is (LOL) better get a medal... gold perferable... but they better atleast medal!!
Ugg... I need to figure out what's wrong with me... Or, I need to get out and clear my head. I want to get out soooooo badly... soooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly! I can not live here anymore. It is so hard to raise my son in a house that *I'm* still getting raised in... *sigh*